I am really glad

that I don’t have to punish myself with food anymore
that I can throw away food that I’m not hungry for and doesn’t taste good
that I can say no to some of my “shoulds”
that I don’t have to exercise if I don’t want to
that I don’t have to be perfect
that I don’t have to do that [...]

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Double arrgh!!

Stress is piling up and I am teetering dangerously on the edge of irrationality!
Work is hard and ambiguous, and I am wishing it were as easy as tech writing. But it’s not, and I don’t feel like I’m doing a good job, and it’s a frustrating feeling. I just don’t have confidence that I’m succeeding anywhere.
Time [...]

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