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Archive for June, 2007

We’ve merged into a phase of “micro-days.” My daughter has a cycle of 2-3 hours in which the same pattern repeats:

feel pain
take medicine as available
check temperature
try to eat and drink something
try to get comfortable
doze off for 5-30 minutes
wake up

About 4:30 this morning, I woke up with my typical feeling: like I’d slept not at all, [...]

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Still working on family illness and trying to keep up with work. Thankfully DH is an angel who understands that we both need time alone away from the sick room. This morning I went into work and he’ll go in this afternoon. Tonight I get to go out with a friend while he will be [...]

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Yesterday’s objective was to keep choosing to be satisfied, since I was essentially overwhelmed trying to do normal stuff and take care of my daughter as well. Poor thing has mononucleosis, so she’s really suffering right now.
In general, I fulfilled this objective quite well. “I’m satisfied with my satisfaction objective.” LOL
I took care of the [...]

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My mission is to adapt my Thinking, Activity and Eating habits to permanently change to a moderate range of Emotional, Physical and Social behaviors.

One of the primary dissatisfiers in my life is that I am frequently not satisfied. Not satisfied with:

how much I ate or didn’t eat

the outcome of what just happened (whatever it was)

my [...]

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Mission statements, at their best, give me motivation and lead me to clear goals. At their worst, they make me cynical (e.g. pretty much any of the stinkin’ mission statements from my last 3 companies)
So I’m building a mission statement for my recovery that will motivate me.
Here’s today’s draft:
My mission is to adapt my Thinking, [...]

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In Trisha Gura’s book, Lying in Weight, she quotes Cynthia Bulik, a leading investigator of eating disorders:
Genes load the gun; environment pulls the trigger
Powerful words, and certainly seem to be true. Not everyone with a genetic background of ED gets one, nor does everyone in an ED-”friendly” environment.
Trisha also writes:
Those without an eating disorder ask, [...]

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Unbelievably hilarious!
The part about Alli is at the end. See also Alli’s website.
The link to the Stephen Colbert video is Alli video. It expires on July 20, so don’t be worried if it’s suddenly gone.
(I’m still learning how to embed videos on wordpress.com)

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I won! I won! I won!
The only physical activity I won in my life were spelling bees in elementary school, in which we had to write the correctly spelled word up on the chalkboard. Last night, at 48 years old, I added another physical activity win: aquajogging.
So maybe it wasn’t actually a competition, ok I’ll [...]

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It happened twice today. People noticed my new haircut, and asked about it. But it’s not new. I haven’t had my hair cut in over 8 months. I’m not even styling it differently.
One comment: “You’re looking very fresh,” on a day in which I had not washed my hair at all. (Give the poor guy [...]

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Well, it looks as if there may be a kilo and a half loss after about 10 days at this “getting off the sofa” effort. I use the words “may be” because 1.5 kilo is well within the range that my body can normally vary, so only time will tell if it stays off.
But the [...]

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