Good times
20 October 2007 by livingrainbowcolor
My emotions around my not getting the job have stayed the same as my last post. I’m totally happy that I didn’t get it. I own my mistakes, which include interviewing badly and not choosing properly before applying. And I’m perfectly content to move on.
Eating is one of the surest signs of moments in which I am not true to myself. My eating has been great, with no binges, no diet thoughts, no useless self-criticism. I’ve even had good experiences in stopping obsessive thinking and choosing to get on with life. Feels good.
I’ve been enjoying not sticking to any regular schedule of eating, but rather paying attention to hunger and fullness. Jon Stewart just had a good quote that represents me fairly at the moment: “I don’t spend any time thinking about what I am or what we do means. I spend my time doing it. … I focus on the task and trying to do it as best we can.”
Good advice.